LIFE.
Everything is getting pretty exciting with scholarships and college apps and everything seems to be going okay
I'm probably going to WSU (got my accecptance letter from them first) which is rad an all, but my 2 best friends and Gav are all gonna be at Fort Hays... I sorta feel like i should be with them, and yet, i'd just come back to WSU the year after that, so i don't really see the point in following everyone out there...
Still going with Music Ed k-12, super excited.. although i've already determined that my fallback will be History ed (particularily world history, US just bores me)
Gav and I have been dating for exactly a year today.. it's weird to think of everything that's happened.. It's especially weird to think that he hasn't even been home for about 1/4 of it now... I think i'm coping okay... I feel alot closer to my friends than i have in a few years and I feel like, for the first time, my best friend isn't also my boyfriend... I have a life, I actually get out a do things now, and even if gav does come out, i don't feel the need to drop everything for him..
I don't know if i can keep this up for a whole 'nother year though... especially when my friends will be in hays with gav.. assuming we're still together of course..
It's been a good year though, and I happy with it.. sure, it's had it's ups and god knows it's had it's downs... but overall, i feel 1 more year could be in the making
I'm excited to start college and a new job and i feel like i'm ready for the world..sorta










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I HATE MY USERNAME AND AM TOO LAZY TO GET A NEW ACCOUNT SO THOU SHALL CALL ME MUFFINBOB AND SO THAT SHALL BE.
MUFFINBOB OF THE GOATS IS OPTIONAL.
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Only the gentle are ever really strong.
--James Dean--
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"We must be willing to fail and to appreciate the truth that often Life is not a problem to be solved, but a mystery to be lived"
- M. Scott Peck
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